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rushing for whole day....t.t....finally..i got the thg which i expected..^^..quite satisfy..
hihi.. juz finish watching a movie... "How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days"...quite romantic..^^..t.t..
however, it seems like in devoid of "smthg"(her) ...t.t... mizz her ...
Is 19th of october ...t.t...it left 48 hour more...and i gonna to face it!!!... AGAIN..t.t....
i'm losing my "courages" day by day..t.t...can i juz stop at tis second??!?!?....=.=...