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rushing for whole day....t.t....finally..i got the thg which i expected..^^..quite satisfy..
hihi.. juz finish watching a movie... "How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days"...quite romantic..^^..t.t..
however, it seems like in devoid of "smthg"(her) ...t.t... mizz her ...
Is 19th of october ...t.t...it left 48 hour more...and i gonna to face it!!!... AGAIN..t.t....
i'm losing my "courages" day by day..t.t...can i juz stop at tis second??!?!?....=.=...

h@pPy biRthd@y y@nG!!!!

haha...today is yang yang's lembu 1...lol...
we went to klang for celebrating his big day last nite...^^..well , it is a seafood restaurant (facing the beach)...
we start our "seafood journey" almost 8pm...t.t...from @hyip's hse..
lolz...when reach klang is almost 9pm...tat 3 fellow(yuen yang lim) edi makan(abit) at home b4 we leave ...is juz left me t.t..tis so call heng dai loh=.=!!...hungry....luckly no traffic jam..if not...ngek ngek ...the one who sat besides me(yang) will become my food jor..lol..
we finish our dinner almost 1130pm...lol...
There are numbers of toll along the way to klang...aha..here came wif a story of touchN go card..lolz..
there are 4 toll along the way i think..once we past by the toll.. i volunteerly suggest for using my touchN go card ...lol..(is juz left bout rm2 inside I THK)..lolz...but kena reject by them..cause they all said tat if cant exist tat will be extreamly "fish"....4 of us = 4 ekor ikan..XD..lol..
when back from klang...here came with a chance..HHAHAHHA...finally i can use it...tat toll cost bout rm1.60 ..lol...we decide to try cause 4 of us lack of small change liao...
when scan...luckly !!! it able to exist...at tat moment we scream tgt...lol..1 of the casher besides there notice at us..lol... is actually damn "fish" on tat moment..lolz...
success scanned aso fish...unsuccessfull scanned aso fish..wat tis means bout?!...haiyo...is dor gau fish(多膏鱼~~in contoness) loh!!!lolzzz
well...when it almost reach 12am.. someone(yang) phone keep ringing..lol....tat fat doi..keep jemur nyawa at there..lol....anyway..it is the 1st time..we sang happy birthday song in car..lolz...
HappY birthday hIpPo Yang....

helpless...

她..生病了...
好担心她...
可是却...觉得好无助...好想待在她身旁...
可是..我没这样做..
让她看见我...又如何...或许...前三分钟会让她感觉到好安全..但...过了三分钟呢...那又会是如何..
是让她更担心吗?..还是让她更忧虑?..
业...不懂..
业...觉得好失败...业什么都做不了..



这几晚...都不想回家...不想面对他们...
待到他们全入睡了才静悄悄回家休息..早上..特地睡到他们全上班了才甘愿起床...
妈咪...好努力的修补着我与爸的关系..
可是...我却一次又一次得让她失望...
对不起...全世界...
业...真的好累了...业真得不懂怎样...
不懂...真得不懂了...