29号 ---- 雨

当刻。。无法形容的心情。。

短短的一个月里。。所发生的。。所跨过的。。所体验过的。。。
起起落落。。。
对于这个家。。已不再存有期望。。
我。。终于肯死心。。。

记得有一次。。那是两点的凌晨。。妈妈因为要等我到家才肯睡。。结果就在沙发上睡着了。。
踏进家门口的时候。。她没骂我。。只轻微的问了我一个问题。。“怎么啦。。为何总是晚饭后就往外跑？”
我放下了锁匙。。答了她 “ 因为这个被埋怨及冷战浓罩的家。。除了吵架的影子以外。。已再找不到任何一样值得留下的东西了。。”
从此。。她不再追问我为何深夜才回家。。
其实。。自己在家外一个的感觉一点都不好受。。

曾对自己说。。一个专业的人。。在任何环境之下。。是不应该被情绪影响的。。。
也因为这样。。周围的人都认为这就是我渐渐变得越来越无情的原因之一。。
其实。。自己只想所做的每一个决定都是理智的。。所做的准备都不会因情绪而坏了大事。。
可是这一次。。。我能吗？？

不懂了。。。

此刻。。我真的累了。。

getting to be a shopaholics...lol...

haha...fewer tis few day...lol...haha..not tat kind of fewer lah..lol...is fewer in spending money...lol...get my new watch n new clothers ...i love it...lol...i love baleno...i love seiko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^

the day after tomolo....

prepared well?!
r u afraid?!
scared?!
frighten?!

...NO....

to everyone who involved in this war....
for future...
for our reputate...
for our respect....
for NARNIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..lloll...

too boring liao...haha..paise....good luck to all my fren..!!!

...felt tired to withstand my spirit..i extreamly tiring bout tis...
am i going to lose everythg...including my selfrespect..reputate...
i dunno knw....
is ENOUGH ...everythg is ENOUGH....stop PRESSING me ..pls....
my mind is saturated by stress... i had done wat i suppose i shud do...wat suppose i shud try....
stop giving my troublesome....
PLSSS............
stop calling stop oder me stop asking me stop everythg pls........................................

09???

2009??...haiz...for me...is actually ntg suppose to be celebration...haiz...tis year... damn unlucky...exam fall on cny....going to be start soon....a war...an unconfidence war which compousary for me to take part...t.t....good luck n god blees me....lol...anyway...happy 2009 n gong xi fat cai (early jor tim.lol..)

miD vAllEy?!?!?!

hang out at midvalley...
satisfied wat have done on tat day...everythg run smooth..
is been long time dint hang out to anyplace...
felt great...^^..luv u dear....

sAu siNg ZaI

haha...16/11 again...old lah old lah....haiz....
sry for late post ky...haha...quite busy lately...^^
between thks for ur surprise..haha ..thksss....

here some photo ..^^...sudah past...not much to described on this...^^but...much cake for this year birthday de...^^